I know it is only December 4th
but I am already thinking of the new year. This is not a normal blog post, no
recipes or food hints. I wanted to share a little more personal post.
As 2017 comes to a close, I think
back to everything that has gone on through the year. There have been ups,
downs and all sorts of directions. I am coming closer to completing my Masters
in Nursing and with that comes fear. Yes, I said fear. Most people would be
happy to have another degree under their belt, but it is easy when you know the
direction of your life. For the first time in my life, I truly don’t know what
direction I want to go. To quote the show Monk it is a “blessing and a curse.”
Nursing gives me so many options but that isn’t always good. I want to do so
much and it can be very confusing. So, as I look into 2018 I pray that God
directs my path just like Proverbs 3:5-6 says.
Through the
stress of school, life and work I have struggled with some personal health
issues. Sadly, over the last year I have gained almost 40 pounds. It has been a
struggle that has been hard for me to deal with. I am a big stress eater and
that doesn’t help any. One of the biggest challenges I have faced this year is
discovering that I am allergic to raw
fruits, vegetables and nuts. I started allergy shots which will take anywhere from 3-6 years to complete. Like anything they have had their ups and downs. Things I used to love to eat, I can’t. It has been a pretty big
adjustment for me. I am determined to overcome my allergies and still find ways
to eat healthy. As 2018 approaches, I am going to sound super cliché and say
that I am going to work to be the best version of me. But I really mean it. My
goal is to work hard and become a healthier version of me. If anyone has any
meal prep ideas I would love to hear them!
2018 is
going to be the year that I say good-bye to negativity and hello to positivity.
I want to be happier, healthier and closer to God. I want to focus on the
positives of life and be thankful for the journey that God is taking me on. I
want to meet new people and join a church. I want to overcome my struggle with
anxiety and learn to be comfortable in social situations. I want to lose all
the weight I gained and develop healthier habits. I, of course, want to
continue my food blog and work harder on that. I want to truly get out of my
comfort zone and do things I would not have done in 2017. I want 2018 to be
more about self-care. Take the time out for myself and be stronger. Focus on the plan that God
has for my life and grow closer to Him.
So, thank you 2017 for teaching me more about myself, my strengths, my weaknesses and what I need to work on in 2018. Thank you for the memories, the heartaches, and the smiles. Thank you for the many laughs, tears and headaches. Thank you for the highs, lows, successes and defeats. I can only hope that 2018 gives me more laughs, less tears, more memories and of course smiles. I want to be able to look back at 2018 and say that was the best year yet. So, here’s to 2018. Let’s do this!








